Dean list ceremony 23 July 2010

Today I getting my Dean list from Prof.Goh in DK3, FEA...the whole event only taken 1 hour...is the most faster ceremony that I attended before..I very happy , because my effort has been reward from God..but I'm also quite sad about my frined attitude...Is not her fault..I know..I cant expect everyone to be caring..but she really make me sad..

I thought that althought I'm not belong to her gang but at least I 'm her friend and roommate, she will not leave me alone...but today I have been left alone..I thought that she will reserved some seats for us...but she not...she only care about herself...I go and sit behind with florence they all...althought I'm friend with them ...but I still feel left out by her...she really dont care...or can say ignore me at all...

Izit this is her characteristic problem...when get into 'safe zon' , dont bother any outsider ... so I better dont expected so much from her..then I wont get hurt?

welcome year 2010...

well, new year is come hope whatever bad things , bad mood in 2009 gone away...yeah..
is a start of something new..new hair style, new cloths,new expression...haha....
by the way, same roomates, same coursemates, same collegemate,same gang, same happiness..

no matter hw the lives to be, i nid to carry on..
find the more happy way to lives, jia you jia you.^ ^

Open eyes... open ears...open heart

Open eyes , open ears , open heart ...
then only we can learn..no matter wat,
One's wil hv their difficulty ..put our position to their sides we can c more..
everyone hv their stand, dont force ppl..take it easy..life will be more happinesse ..
see everthing by 2 sides, dont slimply judge..
think others be4 thinking ourself..
when we fall down..stand up...once stand up more than fall down ..we are success
Tats still hv many things I need to learn..learn to be better human..
Learn to know myself

I hope my freind wil tell me when I doing wrong..Tats the way I can learn from my fault..
I know I 'm fierce, I wil try to control..
hope ppl can be sincere to me as I oso doing so,
bt cant force ppl to do so..I can only carry my way..be sincere to everyone..
even get hurt..stil carry on..tats the way...friend.

Did I become more mature ady?

Yesterday...I scored my " strange roommate' bt later on, I regret..y I so stupid to score her.. Tats is the 1st time in this difficult 2 months tat I score her..I promise to myself..I wont do it again...for my benefit..Juz let her do anything she wan...2 months are not easy to TAHAN ...but I try to do so..hope everything will be fine, hope myself can be more controllable especially my emotion.. previously she shd be die one, I wil shoot her until die,bt nw I learn to open 1 eye , close 1 eye, then shd be better, she wont get hurt ,I oso wont pensan. Tats the best way to live together.Sometimes , I feel pity to her, Y she wan to make her lives so miserable + terrible, she try to mix wif ppl bt use the wrong way, always think that herself is vry good...always think wat she do others ppl duno...always wan to attract others attention...Haiz..God produces many diffrent kind of man so I shd accept it ...bt only touch n go..tats the limit.

dont force others ppl to accept my point, try to flexible myself .Tats is one of my challenges...
motivate and encourage myself to be confidence and brave to against challenges..althought is hard..
as I persistent,I wil success !!

KL之旅

27 号那天考完stats就飞了，去lowyat唱K咯，也帮湘湘提早庆祝生日。Alex他们很坏哦，拿面包插蜡烛给晓湘，她当场傻掉，哈哈，不过也装做很开心样吹蜡烛。其实早准备了蛋糕，还是senior他们打进来的呢。唱完K就续摊去看电影，九点半叻是我有史以来以一次看那么晚的，《coming soon》真的还蛮恐怖的，拿钱吓自己好过没吓到。
28号我们浩浩荡荡14个人去国家动物园了，我们动物园还真体现了大马多元种族的特点，连不同动物都可以住在一个栏里。回去的时候下了场很大的雨我们都成了落汤鸡，不过这次的动物园之旅让我很开心。本来接着要去sunway吃火锅的，不过因为有点远又6点多了只好去midvalley了。我，富雄，sien ni ,doreen, kath 做了件很搞笑的事---上错火车！！
在月台上排着队，不久火车来了可是却往前驶，我们还冲去前面上车顺便讲那开车的人没技术。上了车后发现不对劲，我第一次在KL Centre搭火车也不知哪里不对劲，kath说去midvalley的火车没那么豪华的，doreen一问人。。。omg我们真的上错车！！！车外已经在吹哨子了，我们马上冲出去，全车的人都看着我们叻。。哈哈，真的很惊险，如果搭上那火车空把那晚就回不去UM了。。哈哈是个很难忘的回忆哦！

什么人都有.....

昨天，睡午觉睡到爽爽，尽然有人天杀的打电话来...又是我那个废话多过茶的pengarah....
都不知道他怎样练就一开口就会让我头皮发麻的功力,
姓马的说话总是喜欢绕梁,好像跟宿舍的猴子同化了....不对是退化...
三分钟的对话，非要用半个钟来讲..听他讲话比law lecturer 教课还要辛苦..
搞到我开始对宿舍活动厌烦了...
明明自己已经决定的东西还要问我意见，我不同意，他依然坚持立场，那还问我干什么....继续睡觉不是更好..还要我告别睡神去听他废话....我的午觉....呜...

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还有一些人也是很奇怪的，想做一件事情也不努力去争取，竟做些无关痛痒的事，好像机会会从天上掉下来酱；给他机会补救，他又找一大堆借口给我，自己都不帮自己...我还能说什么
真的无力了...看到都累...

不想接受一个人却每天在搞暧昧...问别人怎样该去拒绝那个人，自己却好像在自得其乐...
我真的搞不懂，难道这就是所谓的美女的权利？？？
明明对那人没意思，却要那人付出，大事小事都找他，给他希望，然后再说拜拜
为什么不干脆一点呢？？
...因为我不是美女所以不明白她们的烦恼，也好在我没这样的烦恼，不然生活一定更痛苦。

我快的躁郁症了

啊。。
我想睡觉，他们当我是死的。。。
要睡着了，他就给我翻箱倒柜，大声回来电。。
明天我上早课，他给我来两个三点才睡。。电灯用力用。。。

我想读书，他们当我是透明的;三楼讲话，一楼都能听到，

房间到底是谁的噢？？？？
为什么他们都不会为他人着想
我要疯了啦。。
以前睡眠问题，都没现在来得糟糕
他们到底想怎样

为什么我的运气那么差....唉....一定是香拜不够多....金纸烧太少了....不然就是忘了跟太岁爷攀好交情....下次开年一定要记住.....大悲咒多念几遍....

也许我还该感谢他们，没让我精神分裂已经很不错了....也让我忍耐力升级了....真感恩呀...
加油再忍两个月...

房间太豪华太干净也不是件好事，下次把它变得像猪窝就没人敢来烦了.....哈哈....
顺便找个辟邪照...妖魔鬼怪滚滚滚.....